I feel rushed. Like everybody wants me to grow up, take care of them, be there waiting, but ready to go all at the same time. People make me feel like I'm slowing them down, as if I'm making their lives difficult. Currently "Mars" by Gustav Holst is playing in my head right now as I'm writing this. Perfect song to describe how I'm feeling right now. I just want to walk slowly through the rain like the girl in that picture. -->I just want to relax, take a day off. Do things for myself, be myself. Not wait for people to tell me "it's okay, I've got it from here," or "I've got the girls, you go a head and do your homework." Lets take note of the fact that she said just five minutes ago. Playing the last minute game is always my favourite, especially when I was in the mood to do homework four hours ago... But anyways. I'll live. I'll just have to have the same spirit as their girl with the rainbow umbrella and the green rain boots.
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