Life is becoming too full. I never have time to just relax anymore. Last year homework was hard because I was lazy. Now its just hard because there is no time.
But I also hate when I can't do something I want to because I have to babysit. Whats the point in having kids if you can't take care of them like a normal parent?
I need to fill my mind with good things. Fill it full of lots of music, hopes and dreams, and all of the fruits that make life wonderful.
I discovered that I got accepted to go to Hawaii with Brown University next April. Why me? Why not Mary or Martin?
The catch is, is that they ran out of financial aid. Thanks a lot Brown, thats twice.
I don't care about photography as much as I should, but its become one of those things. Like those moms who force their kids to play piano when they are seven, and the kid really doesn't like it, but it's a routine that they're mother has placed in their everyday life. Its just there. Not to be loved. I just hope that with this skill I can make money. Otherwise I will have wasted a lot of time that could have been spent on pursuing my piloting career.
But I also hate when I can't do something I want to because I have to babysit. Whats the point in having kids if you can't take care of them like a normal parent?
I need to fill my mind with good things. Fill it full of lots of music, hopes and dreams, and all of the fruits that make life wonderful.
I discovered that I got accepted to go to Hawaii with Brown University next April. Why me? Why not Mary or Martin?
The catch is, is that they ran out of financial aid. Thanks a lot Brown, thats twice.
I don't care about photography as much as I should, but its become one of those things. Like those moms who force their kids to play piano when they are seven, and the kid really doesn't like it, but it's a routine that they're mother has placed in their everyday life. Its just there. Not to be loved. I just hope that with this skill I can make money. Otherwise I will have wasted a lot of time that could have been spent on pursuing my piloting career.
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